For the last few months, I had known that the cancer cells have gone wild again. My body was sending out signals in the form of aches and pains and cramps. I was still on traditional herbal brews and these herbal brews had helped to keep the cancer under control for nearly 4 years.
Unfortunately, this time round it did not seem to be working for me. I had hung on until I started getting shortness of breath. I knew then for certain that my chest was flooded again, it was pleural effusion again.
For some time, I had been having mixed feelings - sometimes I felt that I would be able to win this battle again, and yet, sometimes I felt that my time was up and that I would lose this round.
Since life has to eventually end, it is only a matter of time. I did not want to wait until the last minute to be certain, so I asked my Buddhist Master for advice on last rites. I then informed my husband and children on what to do when I do pass on. I had also had my will done, something that I had been sitting on for too long.
In the beginning of November 2011, I made a decision to stop taking the herbal brews. I then contacted Carnivora about my condition. With their advice, I went on their program, taking plant-based liquid extracts together with other herbal extracts that was recommended.
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