New lump

I was diagnosed in Sep/Oct 2006, had surgery on Nov 2006, had a relapse in Sep/Oct 2007. Now, when the months passed into the second half of the year, subconsciously, I had been wary.

25 Nov 2009, Wed, I discovered another new lump. This one was just about an inch below my right collar bone. I hated it when they appear so high up, like gunning for my brain.

I have one lump on my right since Jan this year and it had remained stable. But some months back due to abrasion with my undergarment, the skin broke. I have been trying hard to get the skin to heal, and it did improve with chakra adjustment, but with new chafing, the skin broke again.

I noticed that the new lumps appeared after the skin on that first lump broke. Now, that lump has become bigger. I now wonder if that lump is malignant, and with the breaking of skin and the grade 3 cancer cells, it has now caused a relapse? Looks like the tenacious tentacles of cancer had its grip on me again.

The AM has assured me that it was not cancer. I am aware that sometimes he does want to be forthright in case the mind started getting all negative and worked against the body.

However, I could feel the slight aches when there was pressure on my nerves on the right side of my chest, and I don't think I am wrong about that.

I had been considering if I should blog this. In order to raise awareness, I do, but unfortunately, I will be causing stress, worry and concern to those around me, which is what I hated.